I ended up self harming yesterday, not long after the blog I made yesterday. I just all of a sudden felt like it, so I did it. Messed about with the needles again, it was very satisfying. Put 5 in. Put them in , out, then back in. Had a fair amount of blood out of them too, more than I thought I was going to get. I’ve got bruising already, which is nice, I don’t usually get it this fast. I think it could be because there was still some really small bruising from the last time, and I went in around the same place, so I think that’s why it’s bruising already.



Needles again today. Done something a bit different with 3 of them, put them in, then out, then back in. Felt really good. Had a surprising amount of blood out of the 2nd needle, was a lot of fun.



So I messed around with some needles again today, had a really good time with them. A lot of fun, made me feel really good. I inserted 10 into my leg, it felt awesome. Left them in for a little while before I pulled them out. Got a little bit of blood from them after I took them out. I’m hoping I get some nice bruising from them. So here are the pics…


All 10 in…


Taking them out…


All out…



Okay, so I got the needles a couple of days ago, I tried using them yesterday evening. Overall it was great, I had a lot of fun. Felt good pushing the needle in, feeling it go through my skin and flesh, a very nice feeling. Obviously you’re not going to get the blood that you would by cutting, and not as much pain, but it was still quite satisfying. I had more fun than I thought I was going to have, and it did satisfy me more than I thought it would.  I’m hoping I get some bruising from it, I haven’t got any today, but hoping some will show up in the next day or two. Anyway, here are the pics.

1 needle in.


2 needles in.


3 needles in.


4 needles in.


Another shot of 4.


5 needles in.


I did manage to get a little bit of blood taking them out.


All out.


Needles used, they went in the bin.