Past couple of weeks have been fairly flat. I saw the mental health worker last Wednesday, it was a good visit. I saw my Doc last Friday and that was amazing, I had a fantastic talk with her, just about how I feel about relationships and how I feel about ladies and men, it was really good, I love going in depth with her, and it’s so easy to talk with her, I feel comfortable talking about anything, I wish I could have more time with her, that’s the only downside.
My moods have been what I said up above, flat. Haven’t been feeling depressed, just flat, some apathy. I have been getting thoughts about self harming, I’m really starting to miss it, I haven’t done it in a while and I just feel like I need something to pick me up and what better than some self harming. So I might soon, I don’t know yet, haven’t decided.