Saw the Doc last Friday, she did something for me that made me feel wonderful. The fact that she goes out of her way to help me just amazes me, just the fact that it’s for me, a worthless human being just shows what an amazing person she is. I felt great when I left her room, I see her again a week next Friday.

Other than that not much to say, the bruising I got from the last self harming seems to have satisfied me a great deal, I haven’t had any serious thoughts the past couple of weeks, although I have had a few small daydreams about it this evening.

I’ve been the victim of stupidity from people too the past week or two. I wonder sometimes are people born with shit for brains or do they acquire it? Interesting thought that I haven’t worked out the answer to yet.

13-9-19 – New Stuffs!

Look what I got today, new music. Asagraum – Dawn of Infinite Fire 12 Inch Vinyl, I got the limited edition with the 7 Inch. Both vinyls look gorgeous. And Blood Red Throne’s new album Fit to Kill on CD. Both came fast through the post, happy with both.