I ended up self harming yesterday, not long after the blog I made yesterday. I just all of a sudden felt like it, so I did it. Messed about with the needles again, it was very satisfying. Put 5 in. Put them in , out, then back in. Had a fair amount of blood out of them too, more than I thought I was going to get. I’ve got bruising already, which is nice, I don’t usually get it this fast. I think it could be because there was still some really small bruising from the last time, and I went in around the same place, so I think that’s why it’s bruising already.


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A blog about various things - music, mental health, nature, my very mundane life and various thoughts.

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