More new stuffs, got these today. Lifelover – Dekadens Tape with patch from Osmose. Candlemass – House Of Doom CD & Shirt and also Summoning Stronghold shirt from Napalm Records.
Some new stuff I’ve gotten the past week or so. Immortal – Northern Chaos Gods 7″. Svartmálmur book from Cult Never Dies.
Nice piece, I know all too well how medication changes your body. The anti psychotics have made me gain weight, and of course make me super tired every day.
Shape of Despair.
Past couple of days have been not too bad I suppose. Better than last week, but I feel like it’s a false feeling, that depressive feelings will return. Self harm thoughts are still running through my mind every day. I’m looking forward to seeing the Doc on Friday, it’s about the only thing I have to look forward to.