Last night was shit. I was sitting here at around 6.30pm or so and I just all of a sudden had thoughts racing through my head that I wanted to die and that I’d be better off dead. It was quite intense, and lasted for the rest of the night. It was like a wave sweeping over me, i just sat here thinking “I have nothing to live for”. It was a difficult night. I am feeling a bit better today though, so it must have just been a short episode, but an unpleasent one.
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