Late afternoon and evening yesterday I started to feel depressed again, very depressed. got up this morning, in 20 minutes I knew I wasn’t going to feel any better today, felt the same, depressed. I lay down for most of the morning, thinking about self harm for most of the time, then I cut myself at around 11.20am, big relief, I feel really good now, nice and relaxed, content. It was a pretty good cut, I’m quite happy with it. So I’ll actually be able to enjoy today now and not feel miserable all day.
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