Month: September 2016

Got a couple CD’s today, and had a surprise with one, a free album of another artist. It was from the same label as I was talking about yesterday, so lucky me!

So I’ve actually been feeling pretty good these past few days or so. Some unhappy underpinnings in my feelings, but on the surface fairly good I suppose.

I had some new CD’s this past week, quite a few, I love getting new music. I got 2 of the same CD by mistake, so I emailed the fella and told him did he want one back and he said keep it, give it to a friend (which I don’t have). But a nice gesture all the same. I should be getting more CD’s this week too, yay!

So, not much else to report, I’m just glad the nights are getting darker now, I love it when it’s dark.

…It’s cold in here, or is it just me…

Feel a bit tired and a little drained this evening, a bit cold too, looking forward to bedtime.

Are some people born stupid, or is it an attribute that they gain over time? I was the recipient of such stupidity today. I wish I could live somewhere where such people do not exist.

Feeling pretty good this morning, the melancholy from yesterday has lifted. I was a bit concerned it might grow into a depression but it hasn’t so far.

Feeling a bit down today, some melancholy is in the air. I’m missing my girl for one thing, but I do everyday, just feeling very flat.

So I went to see my Doctor today, walked down, everything was fine. I’m in the waiting room and a Doctor comes out and calls me, except it isn’t my Doctor, it’s a different one. So I went in and said “I was supposed to see Dr. B today”, and the Doctor said to me, “She’s having some time off” So I sat down and asked what her name was and she said Dr. P, so i started talking to her and this new Doctor is absolutely lovely too, I enjoyed my small chat with her, she seems like a really great lady, maybe in time someone I can trust along with my normal Doctor. I can always tell straight away when I meet someone if I can talk to them about things, and I got that feeling straight away with Dr. P. It’s good knowing that if Dr. B is off for any length of time I have Dr. P there to see. It’s nice having a couple of ladies to see, makes you feel a little less alone. I said about wanting to stay on my usual medication as opposed to switching (if it came to that) and she said, that’s fine. At least I know that if I have a depressive episode or self harming episode while Dr. B is away I have Dr. P there to talk to.