Faceless Entity. Found this band through a zine, not bad.
Vanhelga Live in Moscow. Great stuff.
I self harmed about an hour ago, and it was great. I feel so relaxed and calm now. I used needles, 6 of them.
Got these Vinyls today. Mortiis – The Unraveling Mind & Abbath – Outstrider. Gorgeous looking Vinyls.
I can possibly self harm tomorrow or in the coming days at least. Things have quietened down a bit. I had someone here at the house today doing some work so it was inconvenient again, but it should be quiet the next few days, so hopefully I should get some quiet time to myself to do what I want in peace..
Asagraum live, great stuff. Talented Ladies.
Bought this a few days ago on Bandcamp, new Insanity Cult album, it’s pretty good too, not bad at all.
Saw the Doc this morning. She asked me how my moods have been, which I said that they haven’t been too good and that I feel like self harming. I would have last week, except there was quite a lot of stuff going on in my home, so it wasn’t really convenient. But i told her I probably will soon, once things settle down a bit. She asked me was there anything that I needed – meaning dressings and stuff, which I said no I don’t think so. Now that is great support, offering me dressings, that’s the kind of support that you need. She was great, as usual. I see her again in just under 3 weeks.
Apart from that not much to say, my moods have been shit, I’m going to self harm soon. I am appearing “normal” to other people, they have no idea that I am not feeling too good, which actually makes me feel good, that they don’t know.