20-10-19
15-10-19 – Music
Good track by Bonjour Tristesse.
15-10-19 [3]
15-10-19 [2]
Been feeling okayish lately, sort of a 5 on a scale of 1-10. I haven’t self harmed for nearly 2 months now, but it’s coming, I really want to, but there’s been some stuff happening and it’s just not been very convenient still so I can’t right now, but when things get a bit quieter I will then.
Still been going out, flashing those fake smiles. Some people still causing me problems, just either being cheeky bastards, or trying to take advantage of me. I also have been watching out for people following me when I’m walking which is irritating to say the least.
Loving the Autumn, what a beautiful time of year, I love it, turning cold, great to walk in. Getting darker, I love it.
15-10-19
13-10-19 – Music
Lord Belial, set from 1997, love the old footage.
13-10-19 – Music
Konvent – Puritan Masochism. Some very good death/doom from Denmark.
Lack of GP training risks leaving people in the dark about side effects of psychiatric medication | Mind, the mental health charity – help for mental health problems | Mind, the mental health charity – help for mental health problems
Well, I read the leaflets in the box about side effects, always have done. It gives accurate information about side effects, so that works for me. And of course my GP always gives me accurate information about side effects anytime I ask her about it.
People prescribed medication for their mental health aren’t being given enough information about side effects by their GP, with one in three people saying they would have liked side effects explained.
4-10-19 – Music
New Fleshcrawl track, Mass Obliteration. Sounds really good.
4-10-19
I saw my Doc last Friday, it was a good visit, she was really glad that my appointment with the mental health team went well. I have a new appointment with someone else soon.
I am starting to feel like self harming again, the only problem is that it’s really inconvenient for me at the moment, I’m going to have to hold off on it for the time being and just wait until things settle down a bit.